March 26, 2009 § Leave a comment
there is condensation on my freeze pop goon sack.
March 26, 2009 § 1 Comment
I wish to overdose myself with heroin.
feel the rush of perfection, that ultimate orgasm.
I take a deep breath then my heart will stop consuming beats.
I let it get to me, I did, I did.
My stomach acids churn.
The wallflower breeze makes my skin quiver.
I crunch the numbers on that circular god, day after day
hoping the lonely nights will stop caring about me and the stars will capture my soul again.
i wish i didn’t need someone to tie this ribbon that holds my ribcage together
but in the end, thats all i want.
my mouth doesn’t move quick enough for my thoughts, i only am because i am.
mother, why did you bring me here?
March 25, 2009 § Leave a comment
“I wish I could live free
Hope it’s not beyond me
Settling down takes time
One day we’ll live together
And life will be better
I have it here, yeah, in my mind
Baby, you know someday you’ll slow
And baby, my hearts been breaking.
I gave a lot to you
I take a lot from you too
You slave a lot for me
Guess you could say I gave you my edge
But I can’t pretend I don’t need to defend some part of me from you
I know I’ve spent some time lying
You’re looking all right tonight
I think we should go.”
we’ll watch the sunset.
just us two, write our past sorrows on a paper plane and let it escape our memories.
just to look into your eyes again and swim in hopeful freedom.
I would die happy.